i love talking to you (through my blog posts)  even if i actually have nothing to say  even if i know that you may not come anymore

  kemarin aku pernah menulis: i do believe if you want something good, you need to do it dengan cara yang benar.  tapi ternyata, aku baru disadarkan kalau cara yang benar itu relatif. benar menurut apa atau menurut siapa.  why people keep doing unsensible (bad) things just to be safe or feel right? mungkin hanya perlu menjaga niat baik dan berdoa semoga selalu diberi petunjuk Tuhan. 

Makin dewasa makin menyadari reasons dari keputusan-keputusan nyokap bokap dulu dan mempelajari bagaimana mereka menjalani hidup. identify why they do not have post power syndrom when retired, why they do not look for roi from their kid's achievement, why they can see people equally, why they are fine when things go not as expexted.