she is standing on a line between giving up or trying harder seeing how much more she can take but, she decides to walk away she is not mad nor angry it is just she is really afraid being hurt and even more being sad no, she has been getting hurt for real then, she chooses to make a distance to not make it any harder for her because she has fallen in fact, too deep, that she did not even realize it and it makes her hurt, that much she's never imagine, she is that weak, now she thinks she is like a fool so, there she goes away, cause she knows, she deserves to be happy...

con·nec·tion (n) a relationship in which a person, thing, or idea is linked or associated with something else. Jadi, beberapa minggu terakhir rasanya super banget, karena gue harus menghadapi banyak hal yang menguras energi dan perasaan, wkwk. Ngga sih, tapi, dimulai dari sedih karena gagal seleksi beasiswa (lagi) untuk yang kesekian kali di saat beberapa hari sebelum UTS yang super susah, lelah karena beberapa hari di tinggal di rumah sendiri, kemudian senang karena beberapa hari bertemu teman lama tanpa disangka, kemudian pusing mengerjakan take home test sampai tidak tidur, yang padahal besok pagi nya ujian toefl dan belum sama sekali belajar, lalu piknik bersama teman lama di ujung planet lain nun jauh di sana yang gagal karena hujan dan akhirnya piknik lucu di food court , di saat besoknya harus presentasi untuk tugas research proposal dan belum punya topik. Okay, mungkin agak berlebihan karena toh banyak orang lain yang hidupnya jauh lebih drama. Tapi karena ini blog gue...