another random rant an old writing. i was a little bit shock and devastated after the quick count a few months ago. i've never felt like this before for any other election in my life. it is not merely because the lost, rasanya lebih seperti dikhianati kehidupan nyata kalau real world can be so awful. di dunia nyata, kejahatan menang melawan kebaikan. did you see what happen in gaza? and no one, no any single person can stop israel do the genocide. i feel like dissapointed karena ternyata moral value yang selama ini gue punya bukan common practice. well, i guess ~40% warga masih punya common sense yang sama, but it is not enough ternyata. i was planning to write about life values to help me remember what my parents pass on me. years ago, i was thinking apa sih value, and then i think, maybe it is too "sok bener". but after the election and what happen in the world, i rethink and i realize that i feel so gratefull that i was raised with values from mom and dad that maybe ...