mungkin memang benar, hidup pada dasarnya hanyalah sawang sinawang i was quite surprising everytime i know that there is anyone who interest with my life even though i did not make an update on daily basis, i even did not make any update. i feel like, wow i am being remembered... and maybe it is true when they said that your mundane life is maybe something that other people wish for. so, days ago, an old friend of mine asked me what i do for a living because she wants to change career, while many people want to be in her position. and after some messages i suddenly realize that maybe my life is not that bad and i should be more gratefull some people have a good career, beautiful face, but bad spouse, some people have beautiful face, good spouse but financial constraint, other peole have so so life but rich parents, and there will always people who have all of the good things, and that's life. with all the problems in the world, life is unfair, indeed. and everyone has their own rea...