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hi, how was your day? 

sometimes i wish i could share how my day was to someone else, a person who will not judge me or scold me or blame me, someone who accepting it is what it is. 

i wish i could share everything like i did to my dad who always make me feel calm down and heard but at the same time doesnt make me feel guilty or reason of problem or a burden, although sometimes i am, it is me, i am the problem. sometimes i wonder, how he can be so patient (and mom also). i know i can always share stories with my mom or my sister, but i dont want to make them worry. 

alhamdulillah and i really thankful that most of the time He solved the problem and gave solution, but i just want bubbling sometimes. 

i think i need a safe space to bubbling but i dont know where, maybe here is not the right place.