74th

# a-self-birthday-letter

Dear you,

Happy Birthday.

Well, this is exactly not a birthday day that you wishing for. Too much sorrow since the beginning of the year with a surprise of another rejection letter and another proven real situation of loss aversion on your day.

Maybe, you start to think what's the point of remembering a birthday?
It is not that important for given a shit back then.

But hey, that's also not a bad thing to give a little congratulation to yourself.
Maybe writing a post on your birthday like you used to do will be a good idea?

Thank you for trying to be strong and kind person, for whatever happened.
It is not an easy journey, definitely, but maybe make your life the best of it is really worth to try.
You might find yourself lose, most of the time, but He will guide you, always.
You learn to letting go of things, but He also brought you chances meeting so many good people along the way.

As He said, do not lose hope, nor be sad.
But, that's okay to not feeling okay.
That's okay to be sad for a little time.
You are fine, you will always be fine.
I do wish a brighter days, really soon.


Again, happy birthday, dear Ayu!
Wish you all the best years ahead!