noticeable

 

and not enough i grieve about my dad, my probably-undiagnosed-divergence, myself being an asshole, and now my broken heart. 

and maybe it was true that my intuition is sometimes wrong. maybe it was never you since the first time. 

but it was not without reason. i have a lot of reasons. and if one day i found my intuition was true, i make a promise to myself, i will write my story about it. 

about an apa kabar message that you have sent after i wrote the apa kabar post. 

about i saw you in my dream that you would go so far away to pursue higher degree months ago before you said to me so. 

about you who i wish was sejin for mirae, someone who read the post i made, someone who found me in the crowded place. 

and about i saw you again in my dream but you were with someone else pretty that again it is true.

i dont know why life is so funny lately. and i finally read again my short writings that maybe you would never see. but thank you for coming in my life. i do really wish the very best for you. and i hope you pray for me too.